I was bz but...

Yeah,

I would say I'm amongst the busiest people on earth.. eeerrrr.. lemme rephrase, at least among us.

Well for me, bz has its limit and it shouldn't stop us from doing what we're supposed to be doing and enjoying what god has given us.

LIFE that is.

Sometime I just couldn't get it how come some people might get so damn busy even they're not able to pick up the phone calls. I may understand if people may not be able to pick up the phone but at least please return the call.

Worse, promising to get back to the caller later but till today, not even a miss call. For me, picking up calls, even though when we're busy, shouldn't be such a big problem.

I've never turned off my phone, and even if I did, I'll make sure my other phone to be available. It's merely important as if there's anything important especially with regards to the family or anything, I've always want to be the first to know.

Holding to a saying by my old folks, no matter how busy you are, you should not forget to look after the other people, especially of those poor or needy people. Some people might not be poor, as they may not in the need of money, but they might be in need of support, especially those who were sick or suffering from diseases.

Last Saturday, I was grateful to be invited by CKin and his husband and able to attend the function of the localized organization for the CML patient support group or simply the Max Family. And I've never expected such turnouts.

CML - Chronic Myeloid Leukemia, it's the blood cancer, caused by the mutation of the chromosom which affected the balance of the blood contents like red blood cell, platelet, white blood cell and so on.

I used to asked myself what was that? Now I knew.

A cute banner

Cute cupcakes made by Jojoe for the meetup

I was the earliest to come and helping then with whatever that I could. Then, I helped Jojoe to put all the cupcakes into the proper boxes before they were being distributed into the goodie bags. Then, I went out for lunch with Jojoe which later resulting me having the stomach ache which caused me to vomit later at night.

Then we're back again for the talks and from there I gotta know what is CML. They were so many medications that is available for these patients but the latest and most popular one is the Imatinib (correct me if I'm wrong). It is found to be very effective to handle the disease. One funny thing (or maybe an advantage) about this medication is that their skin is becoming fairer after taking the medication.

Good news for those who wants to get their skin fairer. Get yourself infected with CML and you can have a good reason to get the Matinib medication that will cost you roughly RM12k per month. Hahaha. So that was the actual reason of this CML awareness, as not only to let the people know and aware about it, they're also looking for people who can donate for them.

Well, as they're yet properly incorporated, so, keep your money first. I will let you guys know when to check your bank account again.

So take care of your health, while you're still able to do so.

Hmmmmm.. my next thing in schedule, going to BATAM. Anyone's going with me?

Hahahahahahaha!!!!

Classification :: Personal

Yesterday, it was a relief. I may now realign my focus and do what I was supposed to be doing.

And even last night, i've had a news that makes me laughing like mad. Especially with the new one.

My exhaustion since Raya and all the events after that has yet decayed in me. I'm consuming more food than ever and my tummy is getting to bloat more and more.

I've not been focusing on my job since then. The extra food consumption may have made me a lazy ass. I have so many things to do but i'd just sit still and do nothing.

I don't have any plan. I'd just 'hamtam' and face the consequences. I do react to situation.

Well, situation has not always been on my side. How i wish that actually I'm a nobody, know nobody, and i can meet people fresh from the start. Not only situation, family has played big role in aligning my way off to the future.

At least, zetty can make her own decision. I've always been making decision which is supposed to be right, but it turned the other way around just because of the situation.

I've decided not to make a decision. At least for the time being. My last decision is still on. I would stick to that as it wasn't an easy thing to decide such a thing.

Well, last night has turned me all way upside down, from left to right.

My life is back there. I went out with charles to compensate myself. A 'half-a-minute-LOLs' with the new person in my life is just worth it.

Especially when it's about that I'm going to be an uncle next year. Yeah.

Ikhwan's wife is gonna give birth by april or may next year. The amazing part, my sister Fadhlina wedding was just on the 3 of this month.

But last night I was told that she was confirmed to be pregnant!!!!

Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahah! (that was my laugh with new in law, fairuz)

* how i wish that a lot of things..

Are we dare enough?

Classification :: Local issues, Politics

When I watch the TV this morning, Raja Sherina, the woman that was being hunted by the police regarding the SMS about Datok Azhar Mansor is going to baptize a group of Muslim on the November 5, is being arrested and remanded for 3 days to help the investigation.

If we have a proper look into it, what is the root problem here? To break 'em into a few points is it:-

1. The SMS?
2. The courage of telling the truth to public?
3. The conversion of religion?

I myself had received the SMS as well as email with regard to the matter. I have also received a lot of email regarding a lot of other cases, like Lina Joy and so on. I'm not sure whether :-

1. I should believe it or not.
2. I should redistribute the SMS/email.

In the recent matters, when Dato' Azhar Mansor was asked whether he is still a muslim or not, he answered that the case is still under investigation, so he may not have the right to answer the question.

I'm confused too. I have no concrete comments on that but if someone questioned my belief, in any circumstances I would defend it. Me being fair, it's understood that if he's still a muslim, alhamdulillah but if he's a christian now, he can neither say he's a muslim or christian because both have it's own complication. No further comments about the complications.. hehe.. sendiri fikirla..

Me being a muslim, of course I'd be sad if he's no longer a muslim. In my honest opinion, it's up to him to determine his own life. There's actually a lot of rumours that I've heard with regard to this matter but I'm not so sure about it. Wallahualam.

For me, everyone has the freedom to choose their own cemetery. Hehehe..

On another matter, Mukhriz Che Det has released his statement of regret and sorry for his previous statement on Abdullah's opening speech in the recent UMNO General Meeting.

Well, he's just being honest ma! It's very true also that he said Abdullah is saying nothing than nothing new. For me it's more like nothing at all. Kesian kan? Hehehe..

There must be some unrevealed reason behind it, I mean the regret and sorry statement. I'm very disappointed.