Seriously, I was still thinking that I'm 25 and able to do a lot of things that a 25-year-old-male can do.
The real fact is, I can't.
When I was 25, I'd be able to play futsal without injuries. Nowadays, I'll injure either my ankle or feet or my toes every 2-3 games.
When I was 25, I was just 68kg. I used to be 83kg last few months but thank god I'm working to get reach at least the 70kg floor weight. I'm now 74kg. Thanx to B-FIT product, I lose 8 kgs in 3 weeks, healthily. NO medication just pooping like every 2 hours and cause your anus burnt.
Any one? Hehehe.. Tell you it works!
When I was 25, I would be able to drive 'macam setan' around KL, driving bumper to bumper, cilok here and there, and I can even outrun a police patrol on a motorbike on a busy Federeal Highways but nowadays, I was a few times get shocked of sudden braking even though the front car was still 100 feet away, as my age goes up, my guts goes down the drain.
When I was 25, i had a very hard headed mind and tough like a stone heart. Nowadays, I would simply cry just by the scene on TV, but you know what, even though I pity Palestine people, instead it causes me to become angrier as the surrounding Islamix country was not doing anything about it except for Iran.
Worse, I caught a fever two days back. My tonsil swollen and my whole body acheing. My back is terribly aching. I was suspecting myself to catch the fever in Jakarta, but that was almost a week plus ago.
I had a visit to the clinic just below my house yesterday and after swallowing some pills, I'm start to sweating.And I've got to take it every 8 hours to maintain this sweating state. Or else, I'll be getting my fever again.
A friend asked me to rest. I can't aford to rest. Time is driving me crazy. I'm left far behind everything.
Need to ketchup. Eh.. Catch up...
Anyway, I'd just like to thank everyone who wishes me by SMS, by phone call, by facebook (yeah most wishes were from facebook).
Thanks to this fever as it allows me to update this lonely blog again.
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January 23, 2009
January 17, 2009
Happy New Year..!
I've gotta tell you that, exactly after a month since my last entry, I've had been figuring out of a lot of things to be jot down here but i've always have to make way for other things to be in place in order to let things run smoothly.
December has been quite an eventful month for me. A few weddings that has to be taken cared, with custom album as the final product, has almost tore me apart.
Earlier in December, a recruitment agency had called me up to push my resume to DHL of which I had just attended the interview yesterday and, as i thought so, surely I'm gonna meet Farok over there but he has gotta run by afternoon that he's not feeling well.
Just so fortunate, I went to the interview together with my super-junior of MMU, of which I do know him at all.
We went to the Friday Prayer together.
The shockest thing after all, was the demise of my granma last week, just before my trip to Jakarta. She had been sick since Januray the 3rd, for almost a week, and when I was about to leave to Johor on the 5th, I feel so unwell that I dun feel like leaving her alone in the hospital.
And I went back up to Seremban on the next Thursday, on the 8th January, arrived so late in the middle of the night that we decided not to drop by as it has been really late, and most importantly, my bro from Penang, is also around so I just can't wait to see him.
The next, I was awaken by my brother's voice, saying that my Granma has gone...
I was okay till the last moment, after she had been bathed and dressed up for burial, when everyone take a look at her for the last time, I was suddenly haunted by memories of myself talking to her whenever she feel like talking.
Alhamdulillah, she passed away on Friday, and safely buried next to my grandfather's.
The next day, I've gotta leave for Jakarta. And today I'm back to kampung for the kenduri of her 7th days of demise.
Al Fatihah..
December has been quite an eventful month for me. A few weddings that has to be taken cared, with custom album as the final product, has almost tore me apart.
Earlier in December, a recruitment agency had called me up to push my resume to DHL of which I had just attended the interview yesterday and, as i thought so, surely I'm gonna meet Farok over there but he has gotta run by afternoon that he's not feeling well.
Just so fortunate, I went to the interview together with my super-junior of MMU, of which I do know him at all.
We went to the Friday Prayer together.
The shockest thing after all, was the demise of my granma last week, just before my trip to Jakarta. She had been sick since Januray the 3rd, for almost a week, and when I was about to leave to Johor on the 5th, I feel so unwell that I dun feel like leaving her alone in the hospital.
And I went back up to Seremban on the next Thursday, on the 8th January, arrived so late in the middle of the night that we decided not to drop by as it has been really late, and most importantly, my bro from Penang, is also around so I just can't wait to see him.
The next, I was awaken by my brother's voice, saying that my Granma has gone...
I was okay till the last moment, after she had been bathed and dressed up for burial, when everyone take a look at her for the last time, I was suddenly haunted by memories of myself talking to her whenever she feel like talking.
Alhamdulillah, she passed away on Friday, and safely buried next to my grandfather's.
The next day, I've gotta leave for Jakarta. And today I'm back to kampung for the kenduri of her 7th days of demise.
Al Fatihah..
December 17, 2008
Almost forgotten to blog...!!
Hehehe..
Yeah I have been really busy with things lately that everytime I want to write something, something came up of which I have to run first. In the end, when I came back to this editor, I've already forgotten what am I supposed to be writing in the first place.
I hope we're done with the Yoga issue, though, a lot of people have been cynical, "macam bagus", critical, supportive and so on with regard to this issue but, I'm hoping that we should be able to achieve the state of equilibrium of thoughts or opinions, even though there's no absolute 'hukum' with regard to the Yoga matters, as it has not been mentioned properly in the quran.
It has been mentioned every where (even in the comment box of this blog), that even without Yoga (or asana in specific), one can achieve physical healthiness by performing Solat. Without hesitation, I agree with that but there's no way you can make money by teaching people how to solat properly.
Those Yoga Studios (now it sounds moronic to me) was all commercialized. I know that they didn't teach yoga (or asana) up to reach the Yoga state, of which why Yoga is being banned. It's all about making money. Same goes to balet classes, music classes, gymrama classes, even Silat, Karate Do classes and Taekwondo ( i remembered when I was a lot younger, my friend asked me to attend the taik kwando classes hehehe).
"Kalau nak ikut Islam sangat, menyanyi, main muzik pun salah, sebab ianya mengkhayalkan", but I guess people don't get high playing music. I'm also a musician, but musicians tend to get high to play music, don't u think so?
And to think about it, what about Silat? My father even told me, last time, they teach silat with all the mystic rituals, so that you can be invulnerable (kebal) and sometimes, they have to have something like 'penunggu' or 'teman' to protect you from danger, and even use the tangkal and what not. That can even be categorized as syirik.
Even Karate, my long lost and died Karate Master with 7 black belts from 7 different schools of Karate thoughts, somekind of a crooked and not a straight Muslim admitted, he was doing somekind of ritual in Japan, to achieve a state of unity with the spirit to be able to seek and explore the ability of the inner power from oneself, but he's assuring us that what we learn are just the physical aspect of Karate, not the spiritual part.
I believe, modern Silat schools has the same concept. So does Yoga.
Not to mention all those who believed in Bomoh and what not. Using the black magic to endanger some other people's live. By default, that is totally syirik and people are still doing it.
And even those who do lasers, botox, plastic surgery to modify and change their look, is still not right but muslim is still doing it without hesitation.
Actually, there's a lot of other things to look into. We as a muslim must have the ability to differentiate what is right and wrong, and the most important thing is that you have the right intention.
Back to that matter, it was all opinionated fatwa made by the fatwa council, but you have to remember that Yoga's objective is totally opposed the Islamic teaching.
Still, we are all adults and we're free choose what is best for us. I still remember, at the end every Usrah session made by my seniors during my shool time, they always quoted this,
"Yang baik itu datangnya daripada Allah, dan yang kureng baik itu datangnya dari diri saya sendiri atau anda semua.. hehehe"
Further, "rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain" has been funnily modified to, "kita sama islam, kubur lain-lain".
Last but not least, I'd like to mention about my younger brother, Izzat who is now studying in Russia. I guess he has a lot of spare time to do this. I've got to admit that my bright and brilliant brother has the talent, more than I do and he's now seriously into guitars (which makes me a lil worry as he's supposed to study medic there).
Here he is, the one without the mask.
Yeah I have been really busy with things lately that everytime I want to write something, something came up of which I have to run first. In the end, when I came back to this editor, I've already forgotten what am I supposed to be writing in the first place.
I hope we're done with the Yoga issue, though, a lot of people have been cynical, "macam bagus", critical, supportive and so on with regard to this issue but, I'm hoping that we should be able to achieve the state of equilibrium of thoughts or opinions, even though there's no absolute 'hukum' with regard to the Yoga matters, as it has not been mentioned properly in the quran.
It has been mentioned every where (even in the comment box of this blog), that even without Yoga (or asana in specific), one can achieve physical healthiness by performing Solat. Without hesitation, I agree with that but there's no way you can make money by teaching people how to solat properly.
Those Yoga Studios (now it sounds moronic to me) was all commercialized. I know that they didn't teach yoga (or asana) up to reach the Yoga state, of which why Yoga is being banned. It's all about making money. Same goes to balet classes, music classes, gymrama classes, even Silat, Karate Do classes and Taekwondo ( i remembered when I was a lot younger, my friend asked me to attend the taik kwando classes hehehe).
"Kalau nak ikut Islam sangat, menyanyi, main muzik pun salah, sebab ianya mengkhayalkan", but I guess people don't get high playing music. I'm also a musician, but musicians tend to get high to play music, don't u think so?
And to think about it, what about Silat? My father even told me, last time, they teach silat with all the mystic rituals, so that you can be invulnerable (kebal) and sometimes, they have to have something like 'penunggu' or 'teman' to protect you from danger, and even use the tangkal and what not. That can even be categorized as syirik.
Even Karate, my long lost and died Karate Master with 7 black belts from 7 different schools of Karate thoughts, somekind of a crooked and not a straight Muslim admitted, he was doing somekind of ritual in Japan, to achieve a state of unity with the spirit to be able to seek and explore the ability of the inner power from oneself, but he's assuring us that what we learn are just the physical aspect of Karate, not the spiritual part.
I believe, modern Silat schools has the same concept. So does Yoga.
Not to mention all those who believed in Bomoh and what not. Using the black magic to endanger some other people's live. By default, that is totally syirik and people are still doing it.
And even those who do lasers, botox, plastic surgery to modify and change their look, is still not right but muslim is still doing it without hesitation.
Actually, there's a lot of other things to look into. We as a muslim must have the ability to differentiate what is right and wrong, and the most important thing is that you have the right intention.
Back to that matter, it was all opinionated fatwa made by the fatwa council, but you have to remember that Yoga's objective is totally opposed the Islamic teaching.
Still, we are all adults and we're free choose what is best for us. I still remember, at the end every Usrah session made by my seniors during my shool time, they always quoted this,
"Yang baik itu datangnya daripada Allah, dan yang kureng baik itu datangnya dari diri saya sendiri atau anda semua.. hehehe"
Further, "rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain" has been funnily modified to, "kita sama islam, kubur lain-lain".
Last but not least, I'd like to mention about my younger brother, Izzat who is now studying in Russia. I guess he has a lot of spare time to do this. I've got to admit that my bright and brilliant brother has the talent, more than I do and he's now seriously into guitars (which makes me a lil worry as he's supposed to study medic there).
Here he is, the one without the mask.
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