Full tummy with empty minded

For the past few weeks, there were so many things had been going on and a lot of things are gonna change for good.

People have been hard but luckily life is not as sucks as what other people might have thought of. I gained weight as a result of totally not exercising even though attempts were made to play badminton, last few weeks back, but the shift pattern of my job makes it hard on me.

There are also futsal session arranged by the mates in the office but again the shift pattern disallow me to join them whenever they have it held, just in front o my office.

Unless I got the guts to leave my desk and shut my mobile off and ready to get tonnes of warnings the next day on.

These, are plus my laziness as well. A tiring day at work (which normally a day with not so much of work, of which I would normally youtubing or facebooking for most of the time) causing me to be helplessly lazy to move around, even to go out to eat, but making your own maggi at the kitchen is one bad thing that I must stop doing it, especially late night, and when I'm alone.

The fact that my wife is away would help me to reduce my consumption of food is neverthelessly false.

I should from now on start to read for more. The amount of my brain nerves responding time towards my search request for wording/vocabulary, either in English or Malay is worrying. For most of the time, the words uttered from my mouth are actally the result of immediate biological response of my body; instead of actually my brain should do the thinking before saying things out.

As for example, a helpdesk operator were telling me he's gonna make the call I was asking for, of which I should have said "Thank You" or "I will hold on the line".

I stupidly replied with "Yes, HOLD ON" (You may start laugh now)

These phenomenon had numerously causing me problem with people, and it was worse when I was mad at something. I didn't totally freaked out but sometimes it hurts other people feeling.

One good thing to do is not to accumulate your anger inside your mind, as for I can conclude today, your tummy would need to balance it off; by making you eating more.

This may have been the stupidest conclusion afterall but I need to tell myself something and act upon it.

My waist is already 36 for the record. :(

Hazril Ibrahim - Apa keburukan yg timbul kepada Islam jika semua agama lain guna nama Allah untuk tuhan masing2? Apa pula kebaikannya?

Keburukan - Hahahaha. Orang2 dari agama lain akan ramai2 masuk Islam sebab akhirnya mereka akan mengaku bahawa tuhan adalah Allah, bukan tuhan2 lain (takut nak sebut nanti sensi-Azman Minha). Nanti tak cukup tanah pula untuk perkuburan orang Islam.

Kebaikan - Dakwah secara tak langsung bahawa Allah yang maha Benar dan Satu adalah Allahu Ahad Wallah Hussamad.

Dalam hal2 sebegini, yang penting adalah hati kita. Di manakah letaknya Iman kita.

Sbg seorang Islam, yang penting adalah Aqidah kita. Kita asyik sibuk dengan amalan Fiqh sdgkan Aqidah kita tak berapa kuat lagi. Masih terdengar orang2 yang bersolat tunggang tunggik tapi masih lagi percaya benda karut marut yang bidaah dan mensyirikkan seperti berjumpa bomoh, menyantau orang dan sebagainya.

Ramai juga yang kuat solat tapi tak bisa menahan Ammarah. Ramai juga yang suka bersedekah tapi suka menjaja cerita sedekahnya.

Saya pernah terdengar seorang Imam yang marahkan anaknya sebab dah kawin lebih sepuluh tahun tapi masih belum dapat anak. Katanya, 'Buat anak pun tak reti', sedangkan rezeki adalah di tangan Allah.

Dalam hal ini, kita harus bertawakkal kerana hanya Allahu Ahad yang Maha Mengetahui. Kenapa kita harus risau sekiranya perkataan Allah digunakan dalan terjemahan Bible sedangkan reference kita adalah al-Quran, yang juga Imam kita. Kenapa nak takut sedangkan Imam kita bukan Bible.

Kita yang seharusnya memperkuatkan Aqidah kita. Dengan didikan yang cukup, rasanya kita tak perlu takut dengan apa pun hatta kalau orang nak bunuh kita kerana beriman dengan Allah pun kita tak perlu takut selagi kita berpegang kepada beriman kepada Allah.

Alhamdulillah, sekarang ni rasanya ramai lagi yang masih kuat Imannya walaupun luarannya nampak macam orang yang mulutnya jahat. Sebagai contoh seorang kawan di kantor yang suka mengutuk orang tapi bila bercakap tentang anak, rezeki dan pangkat, beliau selalu berkata alhamdulillah atau pun masih belum ada rezeki walaupun kerjanya mengutuk orang tak sudah (you know what I mean)

Sepertimana yang kita katakan tadi, you know your limit even though sky is the limit, you know where to limit yourself.

Saya sendiri, Taiko dan kawan2 lain dengar jugak lagu2 puja syaitan yang ganas2 macam Black Metal Grind Core dan sebagainya tapi tak pulak jadi atheist atau masuk Kristian. Masih lagi orang Islam yang sejati.

Daripada bercerita hal2 yang serious yang kita pun tak tahu ke mana hala tuju, baik kita cerita pasal blue atau taik.

Taklah takut jadi Syirik. Hehehe.. :p

A bowl of Quaker Oat a day campaign

I'm the one who is campaigning to all of you.

Because... I do think that it changes myself a lot.

I still remember when I was a kid, my Mom used to fed me with Quaker Oat every single day, every morning. No wonder I keep myself thin & slim all the way to my secondary school time.

I was no longer fed on Quaker Oat since my Secondary school days and since then my tummy started to grow, even though I was heavily active in sports and all sorts of activities.

Then my Tummy comes out from it's hiding place as I was no longer in sports.

Starting last week, I took at least a bowl of Quaker Oat a day. It costs me a foul-smelling poops every time I did it.

One good thing is, it takes with it all the foul-spoiling substance from your stomach.

2nd thing is, it felt like my stomach is empty but I don't feel like eating that much.

I'm slightly overweight at 78 kg right now so I intended to reach the 70 starting point this coming new year.

Then I would start to push it lower to maybe 65 or 62. Just like the old days.

Hehe.. :)